Update: Biggest Let Down in the Sugary World of Sebastian

So, as I sit here in my hotel room, looking out over the large window that gives me a beautiful view of Tribeca... I'm also very disappointed. After running an hour late to dinner last night, due to the subway changing their trains to express and having to reroute myself to get to my destination (I'm not the best at subways in the first place), I arrived to Megu. NYCSD was not pleased, but I felt as if I calmed him down and that my apology was appropriate. It's a beautiful restaurant and you'll be able to hear all about my experience last night shortly.. however, I feel that this update is more important.

After dinner last night, NYCSD and I walked around and went on a history walk and talked for about 45 minutes. We walked through City Hall park and smoked a few cigarettes talking about so many different things. The original news houses. George Washington's pew at the church. Hangings at City Hall Park. Where they film Ugly Betty. The most expensive building in the world. The creme de la creme of cafes back in the 60's and 70's. How Tribeca quickly became such a hot spot when it was nothing before. I enjoyed this so very much because he's so knowledgeable about the city. I have a big thing for history - I love NYC for it's history because it's the center of all of America's history. We parted ways and I was given tickets to meet with him at the Museum of Modern Arts in the early afternoon - he said he'd call. I arranged a wake-up call for 10 and 10:30. I then turned in after feeding my goldfish and went to bed.

I awoke to my wakeup calls and then went back to sleep when I had saw that I had not yet received a call. I then awoke again at 1pm. I texted, called and then texted and called again. No answers, period. Today was supposed to be my MOMA and shopping day. I didn't get it either. To have come here and enjoyed such a fine experience initially and to be let down on my last day here isn't acceptable. Much like my late arrival wasn't acceptable to one of the best restaurants in NYC last night. However, I had a very understandable reason for this. Upon realizing that MOMA closes at 5:30 today... I sent NYCSD a text.

"I appreciate your generosity during my time here. However, if you didn't show up today because of my tardiness the other night - I do apologize and completely understand. I hope your day is going well."

The one thing that I disliked the most, indeed wasn't going shopping or to the MOMA... but the fact that I was told I would receive a call from him about when to meet up today. When I didn't receive that call, it became a problem for me. Do not bring me to NYC, promise me these things, and then leave me last minute with no reason or explanation. Do not drop off the Earth and not let me know that you're not able to get together and have me wait on you the way I have.

So, instead of shopping and going and enjoying my day. I have instead been in my room with the occasional cigarette break in front of the hotel. No worries though, I'll be turning this day around with one of my friend's Isabella tonight - I'll treat her to dinner and drinks which I'll charge to the room. I was previously given permission to do so. He's responsible for the expenses I incur here because he brought me here. The goal was to pamper me and lavish me with gifts and beautiful dinners. Clearly this goal has not been met. I'll then go out to Isabella's friend's going away party before he leaves the city to work in the overseas modeling market.

For now, I won't talk to NYCSD until he comes back to me - I do hope he will. But if he doesn't there's no use crying over spilled applesauce. He's such a kind man and he's very smart. These are things that I enjoy about him. I enjoy spending time with him and both of us being entertained. But, then again, this isn't acceptable.

Going home tomorrow, I depart in the evening. I'm ready for this to be over with. And so, the search for some new sugar begins. This flame extinguished itself so quickly but I hope that it ignites once again.

Sebastian